Im laying in bed not being able to sleep because I’m thinking about all the good times and all the memories you and I shared. All the times you called me pretty, and made feel special. It’s really sad to think that that’s all gone. Saying I was everything you looked for. Making me feel like I was the only one for you. Then in the blink of an eye everything changed. You said the feelings went away. Where did they go? We’re they really there? Or were you just leading me to believe they were? Did you really mean what you said? Or did you just say them just to say them? Another broken heart you left me with. I’ll find someone better someday. Someone who can mend my heart back together. And someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go.

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