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I loved the curve of his jaw, the whole in his t-shirt, the notes he wrote me, the way his mind worked, the way he moved his hands when he talked. I imagined, then, that I knew him completely.
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The definition of afraid is when you totally use your safe area, going on with many perception, stepping out, trust the feeling that you cant even know how to flow.
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"Kyoujin," kataku pada akhirnya. "Apa?" Pria asing itu tampak heran. "Apa yang kyoujin?" Lalu dengan garpu kutunjuk wajahnya yang menyebalkan itu, "Kyoujin" "Hah?" Ya, Kaulah - Ia adala raksasa yang menghancurkan dinding pertahananku. Bedanya raksasa ini mungkin tidak akan memorak-porandakan isinya lagi. Aku tidak begitu paham dengan hal ini. Aku tidak tahu. Aku hanya berfirasat. Setidaknya ini mungkin yang aku harapkan sejak mengurung diri dalam dinding itu. Aku ingin dibebaskan. - Hikikomorichan.
Silly Me.
Okay. I admit it. You’re the guy all my love quotes are about. You’re the one I am thinking right now. Cause I just really fall on you,maybe. Eventhough I dont even know about your feeling on me, I still fall on you, perhaps. But, sometimes I thougt that you just didn’t want to be alone. You doesn’t even care about me. Or maybe, maybe I am just too good for your ego. Or, or maybe I made you feel better about your miserable life but you didn’t want me. Cause, as far as I see, I am not the girl on your phrase that you’ve read about. Then this stuff made me sick all the time. Fallin love is a foolish thing to do. I just feel like I’m full of shit, like I am trying to be somethin’ I am not. But then I look at you, and I am home. I can’t always deny it. You’re the reason of butterflies-crumbled on my stomach. I can’t be just friend with you. It feels like there’s something wrong when I see you with your other girls in friend areas, maybe. I mentally killed my self a hudred times when I